another venting-ish kinda entry.

yoshi, i'm so proud of you girl (:
love you! <3


i'm glad everything's been worked out between me and the two of you. i just wish you two would talk it out to each other. if you've noticed... when ever we have fights i make us scream at each other until everything's out in the open and we make up. you two on the other hand just bottle it in and temporarily fix it up with a simple 'i'm sorry.' you both know that never solves it. you think the other person won't understand, huh? have you actually tried it without holding back? i think not. even today when i was telling you guys to get it out, you were holding back. i've had more than enough for one day. i just hope tomorrow doesn't go too rough. & the both of you haven't really answered my question... why do you guys continue to stay friends if you don't think the other one is being a true friend?


xjent94x (8:39:01 PM): IM SORRY ABOUT HTE STRAWBERRY
xjent94x (8:39:02 PM): next time
xjent94x (8:39:04 PM): i promise.
lookwhomattroo (8:39:08 PM): :'/
xjent94x (8:39:16 PM): how about two?
lookwhomattroo (8:39:36 PM): :'/x
jent94x (8:39:41 PM): three is the max.
lookwhomattroo (8:39:50 PM): i forgive you (:
xjent94x (8:39:52 PM): hahahhahahahahahhahaha

^^ this kid takes bribes so easily.


i'm swamped with erickson homework. geeesh !
this is what i get for a weeks worth of procrastination.
hopefully i'll find a way to bs out of this mess... or to have enough strength to pulll off an all nighter. i'll just get some sleep tomorrow during cluster then i guess (:

two-faced much?

'nuff said about that.

skipping all that negative stuff... today was freakin' FUN FUN FUN -ish! (:
two tests, two breaks, lotsa food... overall i'd say it was a pretty dang good day.
last day of testing, yeee & neee (:/ <-- my attempt at a smiley & not so smiley face in one, hah. i'm gonna miss the cluster bonding mang! but i can sure pass on all that need for brain power. boy, my brain's poopity pooped. chocolate covered strawberries are just amazinggg & totally fun to make. sandwiches that are too mayo-y, not so great... but still good (: erickson gave out free fruit and bars today! she was in such a good mood today. it was great (: i swear, the orange that i got was freaking child proof or something, i spent the whole period trying to dig my nails into that thing but no luck... i ended up carrying a freaking large orange around the rest of the day. spanish was pretty okay today... i didn't fail the quiz AND i actually get this subjuntive crap. hollaah! [that doesn't make sense at all, but i don't give a flip. i just love that word. haha] we got the cheesiest/dorkiest song ever for choir. SHAKE YOUR TAIL FEATHER! jessica & i had a blast doing our little chicken dance, the swim, & the twist in the background. TWIST IT... shake it, shake it, shake it, shake it BABY! (: on the busride home, alexis & i somehow managed to peel that unpeelable thang [remember the orange i was talking about? haha], & in ONE whole piece too! she saved it as a momentum of our successful orange peeling day. poor girl has the cold. hopefully that boost of orange vitamin c helps her immune system.

our unexpected cluster sub was weeeeird man. he's like... that voldamort teacher's look-a-like minus a little bit of creepiness. that nacho stealer >.<>

where is the love.
people killing people dying.
children hurtin' you hear them crying
can you practice what you preach
would you turn the other cheek
father father father help us
send some guidance from above
cause poeple got me got me questioning
where is the love?
_ i never paid much attention to the lyrics until today when ivy started singing the song during p.e. i can't seem to get those words out of my head now. it kind of has that 'it's a small world' effect where i can't freaking get it out of my mind.

this may sound a bit strange to you folks, but i lalalaLOVE testing week !
it's the one week a year we get to pig out, mess around, & sleep without the teachers getting on our butts about it. plus, we don't really do much in the two periods we have each day. yeeee! i had my comfy blankey & ipod so i was pretty much set.
nacho day tomorrow. WHEEE (:

i'm poopity pooped. i felt like a housewife today, hah. did two loads of dishes & cooked a mini thanksgiving on my own. why the mini-feast you ask? i had a craving for stuffing, & mashed potatoes (: not so much the turkey though. we just bought a chicken from costco. i also did a little bit of cleaning & laundry. geesh, i don't think i'm gonna be a housewife in the future. seems like harder work than actually working.

what the freak man. how come writing flows so easily for some people & i can't seem to get my thoughts down in a way that makes sense without hurting my brain. yoshi, ali, & steph, you guys definitely have a way with words. maybe i'm just too reluctant to share my deep inner thoughts or open up. i guess this blog is kind of like... a day to day journal for me, minus all the juicy stuff. haha

i found out my cousin's wife is three months pregnant. the first thing that came to mind was FINAAALLY! i remember seeing them together since waaay back in the day. whenever i'd go over to their house i'd see her there. i think they've been together since like... junior high. it's so cute that they turned out to be high school sweethearts [actually junior high school]. i find it pretty amazing how they've lasted this long & are still loveydovey and sweet to each other whenever i see them though. sometimes i think it may be too good to last since they were each other's first relationship, & they've never exactly gotten a chance to meet others. hopefully, they have no regrets about it though and last. i'm pretty excited to find out what the sex is & go to the baby shower. yeee! my chance to finally pwn lauren at the baby shower games. mwahaha (: thank goodness this one's not all the way up north... i don't think i can handle another eight hours of being in a car. my butt gets too numb, haha.

i'm kind of in a rambling kinda mood, haha. i guess today was kinda just one of those days where everything seems to go alright, nothing too great and nothing horrible. once again, i woke up to my sister jumping on my bed and tickling the heck out of me. [her way of making sure i get up and do my homework] great sister, huh? not. actually... she kinda is. yesterday we spent most of the day watching movies on tbs... or whatever channel that was. then we experimented with some cream cheese, chili, frito scoops, and a crockpot. some lady said it was really good, so we decided to try it. it turned out okay i guess. eeh, enough ramblin'... i'm off to bed.

TripleDee !

from left to right: me. julie. becca. sonya. pauline.
D.A.D.A.A ♥
My girls, sisters, friends & I love 'em to death.



man, you don't know how freaking long it took me to get this stupid thing to work. see how technologically challenged i am? Anyway, lots of fun that day. I believe it was paulineeer's birthday day! main place, olive garden, & triple dee! Wondering what triple dee is? it's the dingdongdang karaoke place. haha & don't anyone dare tell me anyway isn't a word. buncha erickson kids >.< I'm a bit camera shy + poopity pooped from a long day out.

i found a new interest in this korean drama that's been translated into vietnamese. it's the cheesiest thing but holycrap is it interesting. a love triangle with two men fighting for the same girl who happens to be blind & diagnosed with cancer in her eyes or something like that. drama drama drama... good stuff man.

i read over my last post & realized it was a bit too much. at the time i was just getting my thoughts down. sorry for going a little overboard. i know this sounds like a typical lame excuse but i've just been in a pmsing state lately & tend to snap at people too much, sorry everyone.

BIO: test was faaacking hard, i actually cracked open the book this time too! asdfjkl; grrrr. i don't know how the heck i'm gonna make it to school by 6:00.
P.E: hello lacrose, goodbye tennis :/ rebonded with my buddy haley & we talked about our weird commitment issues.
SPANISH: no comprende matic >.<
CLUSTER/ENRICHMENT: reminder to cluster buddies - BRING JUNK FOOD FOR TUESDAY IF YOU WANNA PARTICIPATE. ask me for the deets if you wanna participate but weren't there today & have no idea what's going on.

to a friend of mine,

i don't get how you think it's okay to do what you're doing right now, how you're able to tell me all the things you do with a smile that never left your face, how you don't seem to find anything wrong with your words & actions. this isn't meant with any offense but remember what happened last time? do you really want to risk losing this person? think back to how you felt about four months ago. i know things aren't easy for you & that you're going through alot. believe me, i do. but did you ever think that the things you say and do kinda affect those around you as well? especially that one kid... what happens if they find out? i mean, you're not exactly being that secretive about it nowadays. i will never mind lending you an ear and will always be here for you when you need me... i just don't quite feel like it's a reciprocal thing. it's like you spill everything on me without thinking of how i'd react to it. you claim that friends are the most important people in your life, right behind your family, but i can't help but doubt that at times. can you blame me? think about it... if you found out that this was about you, you'd probably ask me why i don't just talk to you about it. again, can you blame me? sometimes i wish i could tell you everything to your face, but you make it too hard. it's like you have some mentality that i'm out to get you and i'm only trying to prevent you from being happy. i can assure you, that's definitely not the case.

i needed to vent.
sorry for wasting a couple minutes of your time if anyone actually bothered reading all that.

HOLYFREAKINGSHIZNITZ,

TODAY WAS SO DANG HOT.
the day started off pretty well actually.
it was like the perfect weather to step outside of the house without a jacket and be perfectly fine... then it started heating up like crazy.
so the morning started off with angie & i having our usual convo about the dream boys we will someday meet at the beach. then, FML with ayesha & angie the remaining time before first period. that has to be my favorite site next to myspace, even though it can be a bit on the perverted side. it's just too funny not to love.
the rest of the day went by pretty quickly-ish.
geometry was boring as usual, but we goofed off for the first quarter or so of the period. bio was nothing but work work work. third period was was a pretty relaxed period in hale. SO FACKING HOT IN P.E. english... not as bad as i thought it would be. morris kept talking throughout spanish. & we got the best song ever for choir.
i'd say it was a pretty productive day for such a hot one.
erickson's homework kept me up quite a bit last night, so that after school nap of mine felt greaaaaaaaaat [especially with air condition on. hehe].



ahh, just too darn cute! (=

SMORES .

julie's our little smore pro. haha
yesterday was pretty fun for the most part.
i feel kinda bad that we ditched pauline's peeps, but boooy was it awkward with all those fellahs! bunch of her bro's friends & only like 15 of hers.
i had the hardest time gettting there, but it all worked out in the end (:
gio, bex, & pauline's bro are actually pretty good drivers.
thank goodness bex & yen were there or we'd probably have a bonfire minus the fire. they were the only ones that knew how to get the stuff done. lol
it was like a picnic on the beach.
hamburgers with the condiments of our choice, cookies, & dorritos that taste like lolipops according to gio [which were pretty delicious if i might say so myself] & lots of soda. & for dessert, SMORES (:
playing with fire's fun man.
mini fireworks & burning everything in sight. haha
singing by the bonfire with the girls, camera-whoring-ish at last minute, singing happy birthday to bex even though it wasn't her birthday, figuring out how to make smores with melted chocolate, shivering our booties off.
it was pretty much, the sh!t.
dadaa [+ dboys. haha] <3

FINAAAALLY !

spring breaaak at last !
i've had spring fever since new years. haha
WHOOOO!
choir sight reading test wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.
thank goodness he let us do it in groups (:

i'm heading off to vegas early tomorrow morning, whooo!
waking up at four & heading out around five i think.
unfortunately, the road doesn't have internet so i'll be super bored the whole time. NAP TIME, yeee! (:
i'm pretty excited though. haha
haven't been to vegas for like four or five years.
ROLLERCOASTERS. SHOPPING. FOOD. & SMOKE FILLED LUNGS. + MORE SHOPPING !
nothing like good old vegas, right?
well i gotta go pack up my things.
i'm probably gonna call it a night pretty early, not feeling too well at the moment :/

ever had that feeling when you know something's up, but aren't quite sure... but you kinda are at the same time? so you wanna say something but you can't because of that unsureness. haha nvm. my ranting doesn't make sense, unless you know me well enough. ASDFJKL; i'll worry about it after break (:
hope you all go out and have some fun this weekend !

spring feverrr !

let's go to the park this spring break, run around, & just be kids.
a game of tag or two, sliding down those super shocky slides, & maybe some bball on the courts.
who's in?

plans so far:
10-12: vegas trip.
13: night club for teens with dadaa[kinda iffy now, but hopefully wer'e still going]
14: forever XXI !
15:
16:
17:
18:
19:
fill up my week with some fun! (:

choreography section of our choir final was today.
i failed miserably, but i'm just glad it's over!
that lady was mean & RACIST!>.<
'open your eyes!'
in case she didn't notice... asians dominate oa.

volleytennis: the powerpuff girls & mojo jojo owned (:
ahaha. i had a little steam to let off...
perfect timing, huh?

5-k tomorrow, eeeek !
that training didn't really help much,
just made me wanna pass out & i'm still super slow.
hopefully music will help on the run (:
i think i'm gonna make a 5-k playlist before i head to bed.
GOAL: not to be the last kid out there. haha

eww. so much homework for english & geometry.
i'm gonna get a head start so i don't end up pulling an all nighter manana.
aim it up: xjent94x.

just three more days

& i'm F R E E .
no more erickson [cept the homework]
no more matic.
no more facking bio.
for an entire week !
yeeeeeeee !!!

tomorrow karina, yoshi, annah & i are finally playing vollytennis.
whooooo! pwnage time.
jenny was SUPPOSED to come but she bailed cuz she's already planning to procrastinate on bio >.<
oh well, the game must go on.
powerpuff girls & crazy mojo monkey [yoshi] & gonna kick some butt [hopefully?]
^^ annah & karina came up with that apparently

so karina and i have decided that once we graduate from oa we're going crazy & making up for the past four years with some wild fun by hitting guam, tijuana, japan, & some other places. by day we'll be nerdy kids trying to make it through college, but by night... party hardy partners in crime on a hunt for some hot fellahs.

spent half of sunday working on city day tees.
sharpies and i just don't mix.
after three hours of those things, i went whooooweee. haha
it was like laughing gas for me, no joke.
hopefully our shirts are a success tomorrow.
buy some? (:

so today i found out they were giving away $100 & $200 dollar giftcards at forever's grand opening yesterday. WTFFF.
maaan, pauline & i should've gone.
we would've had a mini black friday & been like mad women knocking over people.
i hear cerritos mall is gonna have another one coming soon.
i'm definitely gonna be at their grand opening if they're giving out stuff.

friday friday friday!
gonna kick off the break with some fun by heading to vegas with the cuz. WHOOO, i'm excited! (:
kinda funny how we're going to another state just to shop, shop, shop, & shop some more... but at least we'll be getting something for our money, unlike the parents who are most likely gonna have theirs eaten up by those clanky machines >.<

FOREVER 21 NEAR ME! (:
didn't have time to post yesterday soooo my yippee for the forever is kinda late, sorry folks.
two stories, cute stuff, I NEEDA GET MY BOOTY OVER THERE PRONTO !
next weekend someone raid the store with me?

benefit concert was alright.
didn't feel like a real concert though.
yogurt time with kelly & dip with a gum-filled tree on the way.
i almost walked straight into that colorful thing >.<
+ bathroom pics with steph & kell.
not much excitement, but pretty fun i guess.
hopefully we raised a good amount of stuff for all the kids (:
had to leave so i couldn't see the hope kids' performance though.

off to lauren's house in a bit for city day stuff.
hopefully i can get at least half of my other homework done before though.
i'm out !