beccaroo kidnapped the asians !

soooo read my post first... then read this one .
after my little snap-pageness... guess what !
[read the title box]
my dad finally came home from the casino & out of nowhere i hear 'JENNIFER!' -stomp stomp!-
turns out beccaroo, pollywannacracker [aka pauline], & my tran sissy [aka kristine] decided to visit me... fun stuff. becca's mom was supposedly at food4less and we were picking up sonya. being the innocent little girl i am, i believed it. hah... so the minute my parents went inside, they pretty much forced me into the trunk & sped off. riding in the trunk of an suv for a block, hopping over the seats, & down another street was one of the weirdest experiences, evaaaar! but pretty dang fun, i'm not gonna lie. becca's chuhuahua is a cutieee! haha her hamster peed on kristineeey. that girl's having an off day man. she got pollinated on, urinated on, & hit by a gate. just not her day :/ sobe bites! MIGORENG is GOOOD! made like 6 of 'em. yummm. currently having an ice cream party. homemade stuff is DEEELISH! princess protection isn't all that great though... demi & selena should've ended up with one of those guys. SUCKY ENDING! filipino snowballs are yummier than vietnamese snowballs, i have to admit. AAAH I'M GETTING FAAAATTER & FATTER! OMG i got somoa cookies. YUMMM. MWAHAHA! tomorrow is the day i start my diet. PSHHH yeah right. becca as thee grudge is a scary thang man. you don't wanna see it. craaazay! especially with flickering lights... & two false alarms that scared the bajeezers out of me. first one was her uncle, second one some random dude that i think was pauline's bro's friend. two heart attacks in less than 15 minutes! gah. mkaaay... my moments of overexaggeration are over.
p.s. WE MISSED YOU SONYA.WANNA.BONYA!
^^ sucky entry. too lazy to even attempt to make this thing sound creative.

ASDFGHJKL;

i know i'm still a kid & i'm fine with it but gaddaaang, give me a little credit? i'm allowed to walk home from school ALONE. i'm allowed to walk to a freaking bus stop for tennis practice ALONE. but i can't walk less than two blocks to a friends house with them [THREE FREAKING PEOPLE]. whatthefck... that's all i have to say .

it's been a week & the only thing i've done is go to vegas with the fam & cousins. feels like i'm on house arrest. sure i've made plans... but i couldn't follow through with any of them because of my freaking parents. sorry for the cancellations guys...

dad: 'oh, just wait for someone to come home to take you'
mom: i'm too tired! ask your brother.
brother: i don't wanna leave the house. someone's gonna take my parking!
dad: i'm still at the casino right now. bye.

i know they all have their own lives... i don't expect to be chauffered around but i can't freaking leave the house unless they take me. get why i'm so frustrated now? ASDFGHJKL; !

<3

i loveee it.

[props to pauline's browsing skills!]

summer lovin' !

the first year of high school is officially over & it's time for the fun to finally being! lolo's party was pretty fun. bonded with steph-knee & good food. i wish i had a way with words & were able to write some heart felt poem or song about the year, but i pretty much fail at that kinda thing. this is more of a reflection & random thoughts about this oh so crazy year. when i think about it... most people would say their freshmen year was super diff from jr high, but oa's case isn't quite like that. some firsts will always happen in freshman year though: my first real rally & my first real dance. i've grown to love & dislike my class of '12 in many ways, but they'll always be my extended family. with every year that goes by we learn more & more about each other. there's been people i still haven't met yet, which is kinda sad... but maybe next year? when i actually take the time to look around at the campus, i started thinking... i really am lucky to be here. i'm still not really sure if it's right for me, but i'm lucky to have this experience. some of the kids here are truely amazing and others are eh... but that's with every school, ya know? i think i got off to a bit of a bad start with beckett, but it's okay... i'm satisfied with my grade. morrissey's definitely one of a kind. there was never a dull moment in that class. although hale's class was filled with busy work & was a bit tackyish? at times... i did learn quite a bit about myself. now that i think about it, i'm glad i had the opportunity to take this class. p.e. will always be that class i dread going to... with those dang miles. jensen's pretty chill though. i don't mind having her a second year (: it's kinda weird... even though i did pretty badly in english this year, i think i learned the most from mrs. erickson. that woman is one of those amazing people i was talking about. i regret not trying harder in her class. matic's class was far from my favorite, but i loved the dorky moments. her FRA's!... yo, nrrr, something & click ! hah, i'll never forget 'em. & choir... choir's a class that you just can't leave without a good memory or two. choir rehearsals, show weeks, nothing but memories. overall, it's been a pretty chill year. i know this is a bit of a cliche, but i wish i had spent more time with the ones that mattered & forgot about all the other people that i won't even remember after high school. it's one of those 'you live & you learn' things. i have another three years with them though, thank goodness (: & to those the people that actually took the time to write about the moments we shared & personal stuff in my yearbook, thank you! i couldn't help but take a peak & them... i'll finish reading them tomorrow (:

_i never got the chance... & i kinda wish i did have the chance.
_the secret is... one of those things that fall under the 'some things really are better left unsaid' category.
_i lied when i said 'idk'... i do know.
_did you ever think that it was simply my way of making sure it doesn't happen all over again?
^^ && the funny thing is... the only people that will understand this are my friends & not the actual people. haha

Such a cutie, i swear. haha (:

two days .

first off, lemme just say HAPPY FREAKING BIRTHDAY to my dear friend YOSHIBEAR! love you lots & hope you had a wonderful fifteenth (: we still needa have that sleepover with chick flicks [no more scary movies, please >.<] & our FEAAAST. we NEED to... we HAVE to... we WILL fit this playdate in sometime this summer.

aaah, i'm so stoked/excited/happy/sad/nervous/anxious/etc!
nothing but yearbooks & fun for the next two days with so much in stored afterward.
then party party party all week long! lolo's end of the year party, bonfire with dadaa & peeps, hanging out with lauren + sleeping over, & vegas with the fam + others. haha
i'm thinking of heading to circus circus & spending a day at the adventure time. ya know... like the old days? haven't been to that place in YEARS. plus some shopping up in the outlet. wheeee! (:
aaah, hopefully this cold clears up by then... i'd hate to go to vegas with a runny nose & cough.

it's been a pretty good few days lately... no emotional rollercoasters & such. so it's all good (: no cares, no worries, no troubles. & I'M LOVING IT !

i swear, my mom needs to gain some common sense. we tell her one thing... she says okay... she goes and does exactly what we tell her not to. smart, huh? ASDJFLK CAN'T FREAKING STAND HER RIGHT NOW.

6 days.

i was wrong about yesterday being my last almost-all-nighter of the year. who knew a stupid english portfolio reflection could take so long, GAHDANG !

i love my talks with angie gimae <3

& the countdown continues... 7 more days !

i've been pretty neglective of you lately dearest blogger. i'm sorry :/
there's just been too much homework & too many finals to worry about for the past week. & on top of that... we had show week. it's finally over! (: i must say the ninja/pose or whatever game is thee bomb. i absolutely suck at it, but i love it. i felt like an idiot for copying the other classes, but oh freaking well. if i don't stay in choir next year, i'll really miss this part of hell week... just bonding with everyone. man, i really need to talk to the counselors about that eighth period thing.

i'm thinking of getting a summer haircut & maybe some highlights? there's no real in depth reason for it really... my head's starting to feel a bit too heavy with all this hair, hah. plus... the heat's gonna make me all sticky and long hair is such a hassle. it can't get much worse than my bangs, right? man they're short. even if it turns out horrible... i have a whole summer to grow it out (:

i've noticed that i write more drafts than posts... some things are just too private.