fifteeen more !

it's almost like a competition with you guys. there is just no winning on this one, is there? i swear it's practically like joint custody. whatever... & i think i'm about ready to give up on that other kid... unless i see it's worth it at all. summer's almost here & i plan on living it up with no stupid cares weighing me down. i hope a few of my friends can say the same. the top priority things on the to do list: memorylane, yogurt prince, & sing-along/karaoke days! i wanna meet twizzle dammit!

i'm actually getting alot from erickson's class lately. i mean most of the things i've always known about, but never really taken much consideration about it. i've realized i'm a different person around different people. i wish i could be that confident girl you see in the crowd that stands out because she's simply being herself, but i can't. i'm not sure where the lack of confidence comes from... fear? mean i would like to say i'm one of a kind... but then i realized i don't even really know what 'being myself' really is. environment influences man, i swear. with one person i act a certain way and with another person i act another way. it's one thing to stick with a friend & accept them for who they are but you gotta figure out that you can choose your own friends for a reason. why should i be called a bad friend if you're trying to get away from the bad eggs. maybe i don't like who i am around them...

senior ditch day was pretty... lamesauce, as hogan would say. class of '12, we're definitely gonna make ours one to remember. i'm excited for the rally tomorrow. i hear stephanie's gonna be in it. i'm gonna love teasing her about it, hehe (: my portfolio's gonna look like crap by the time senior year comes. i hear we're starting football tomorrow for p.e. this is like the one time i'm happy about it... kind of like an outlet for all this stress, ya know? i just wish it was tackle.

wipeout's finally back on! i can hear my sister laughing histerically downstairs... it's just too funny. man, i love this show (:

ah, back to bio & spanish.