weekend of the 30th.

so while i was in vegas, we found out that my mommy's friend died. & that lady, well.. she's just such a sweetheart. been fighting cancer for two years now and unfortunately lost the battle yesterday afternoon. ever since i can remember, whenever i came to her house she'd force me to eat something & make me feel right at home. the worst part is that her youngest kid is only 10. soo we came home from vegas & rushed over to visit her family. poor husband's running around trying to get everything sorted out. even though i knew she was sick and everything, it just doesn't really sounds realistic, ya know? i just saw her like three weeks ago and she was just fine. really gets me thinking about the future & how lucky i am... as stupid as that may sound.

everything else this weekend, however, was good. packed my things last minute & hit the road to vegas. i love shopping, in case you didn't know. & i love sales even more. finally got some grey boots, the belt i wanted, & a super cute owl necklace. oh, & some black flats to replace my worn out ones. can't get over how cheap everything was. outlets are the absolutely best. airsupply concert was actually pretty good for ya know... ancient men trying to relive the happy days. stupid ladies in front of us were like swinging pendulums. they kept swaying their heads back in forth even though they had the biggest hairdos, EVER. the kind you'd see in like i love lucy days. pissed me off so much i started kicking their chairs like a maniac. & if that wasn't bad enough, the idiots just haaad to stand up during the ONLY two songs i knew & started doing this funky twist only old people can manage to do that's also like a funky swaying thing. & they brought along this old BALDING man. i have nothing against people with hair issues, BUUT his head had the same effect as a mirror. when those lights started flashing... his head started blinding me. my dad got so pissed he leaned over right next to their ears and did that super cool loud whistle things where you stick your pinkies in your mouth. their reactions were absolutely hilarious, every single time... almost made up for their annoying selves. (:

no more business as of TOMORROW. YEEEE! :D

i'm actually quite the busy bee today, but i felt that it was worth posting this:
tomorrow. is. the. LAAAST. time. i. will. ever. have. her. for. a. teacher !
AAAAAAAAAAAAH (:
wheee! chaldu starting monday.

anywaaay, yeah.. finals aren't going so well.
forgive me if i've been a bitch lately.
i'll be back to my notasbitchy self monday after the week's over.

rain rain go away... yet stay. haha

yeah, that's a pretty stupid title, but i can't help it. i'm in a giddy, hyper, sugaryhigh, happy kinda mood right now. don't ask why, 'cause i don't know why. anyhowww, reason for the title is well... i love the rain, yet it can be a real pain in the ass. i found these flats, and they're probably the most hideous things in the world BUT they're practically waterproof. for once, i survived an entire day without becoming a walking sponge. made my first hockey goal today during p.e. & it totally made my day. shrieked like a psychopath & heads turn, but idgaf 'cause i made a goshdang goal! (: oooh, & i learned some news today that put a huge smile on my face (: [and kelly, if you're reading this... it's not what i told you about if that's what you're thinking. haha] speaking of the devil, she just reminded me about the reflection due for hale tomorrow. FCKITYFCKFCK. another bummer of the day: i found out my sister has back problems [scolioasfdjkl;? haha], which she inherited from my mom, who inherited it from my grandma, which means that i'll probably inherit it from all of them. i see hunchbackness in my future... well my sister isn't a hunchback yet, but her back kept hurting. i think that means it's time for me to start exercising again. haha soooo i guess the super good news and this not so good news balances out to make it an average day. hoping tomorrow goes a bit better though. going to kellly's after school for yet another hale project. if the weather loves us, it'll stop raining long enough for us to dash over to the pho place, then back to her house once we're done. i'm reaaaaaaaaaaaally hoping the weather will cut us some slack tomorrow. haha i haven't had that stuff in a while man.

found a new song that i'm totally in love with.
been playing it all day, everyday. catchy beat, lovely lyrics, & nice rhythm. call me crazy, buuut i love it (: haah, i just realized i didnt even say what the song was. it's okaay, i'd rather not hear it everywhere i go & grow sick of it. i dont know, i have this thing where i like discovering songs that aren't that popular & keeping it to myself. call me selfish, but i honestly just don't care.

at least there's one positive thing about all this chaos.










(:

i'm running out of patience with this place. teachers aren't getting any better, grades are just mediocre, & life in general is just down right boring when it comes to school. parents ask me, 'why don't the teachers consider students' workload?' <-- the answer's simple... most don't really care. i miss the teachers in the past that showed a passion for what they taught. too bad i didn't appreciate it enough back then. nowadays the teachers either think it's all our fault when the entire class fails not one, but multiple classes. & nowadays, it's all about busting kids for the slightest dress code violations. maybe i've just lost any sort of motivation i ever had to try my best. those two weeks just weren't a long enough break from it all.